2026

I guess to start, I feel like this year might be challenging and intresting years personally for me. One of the things that happened around the end of 2025 was basically, I got to show one of my family members that live far away from where I live one of my songs “A Man With A White T-Shirt.” In context, they came for christmas and we met them out by a beach in Waikiki in some military hotel. Continuing on, she said it was one of the most becautiful songs she heard. Now this moment was really important to me because turns she’s really into music which is cool and used to produce. Also, when she said that, it felt as if my anxiety has been lifted. She said she was gonna follow me instgaram but, I didn’t get her follow. I was thinking though, she might be able to share the song with her friends, and then if I’m lucky maybe I could also get a gig in LA.

However, I feel like this year has been off to a rough start. First of all I was crazy sick last Monday, had to breath through my dry as mouth in order to sleep because my nose was or felt blocked. Second budget, being a independent musician is NOT CHEAP. Pay for this website, education, blah blah blah, I think I might have to get a regular job at this point. Third school, I don’t why they had to rennovate the website, now I got to take one class during the summer because of there fault for shutting down for good looks like WTF.

Now, you might be looking at this like this is real bad but, then you also got that good event that happened right before the year ended. The way I see it, it means where getting close to the starting line of what I’ve always wanted in my music carrer. A quote from Jessie Reyez “Failing Faster” is the keyor advice to and/or for success. The more reality is trying to shut me down, the more the universe is opening the portal for me to enter. Get out of this island for once you know, I’ve never really fitted in that much. This is the closest I’ve gotten believe or not, I cannot give up.